SOLITARY CONFINEMENT -SHORT STORIES - NEWS AND OPINIONS - JUST PLAIN OLD STRAIGHT TALK ~~
Wasted Honor -
Carl R. ToersBijns is the author of the Wasted Honor Trilogy [Wasted Honor I,II and Gorilla Justice] and his newest book From the Womb to the Tomb, the Tony Lester Story, which is a reflection of his life and his experiences as a correctional officer and a correctional administrator retiring with the rank of deputy warden in the New Mexico and Arizona correctional systems.
Carl also wrote a book on his combat experience in the Kindle book titled - Combat Medic - Men with destiny - A red cross of Valor -
Carl is considered by many a rogue expert in the field of prison security systems since leaving the profession. Carl has been involved in the design of many pilot programs related to mental health treatment, security threat groups, suicide prevention, and maximum custody operational plans including double bunking max inmates and enhancing security for staff. He invites you to read his books so you can understand and grasp the cultural and political implications and influences of these prisons. He deals with the emotions, the stress and anxiety as well as the realities faced working inside a prison. He deals with the occupational risks while elaborating on the psychological impact of both prison worker and prisoner.
His most recent book, Gorilla Justice, is an un-edited raw fictional version of realistic prison experiences and events through the eyes of an anecdotal translation of the inmate’s plight and suffering while enduring the harsh and toxic prison environment including solitary confinement.
Carl has been interviewed by numerous news stations and newspapers in Phoenix regarding the escape from the Kingman prison and other high profile media cases related to wrongful deaths and suicides inside prisons. His insights have been solicited by the ACLU, Amnesty International, and various other legal firms representing solitary confinement cases in California and Arizona. He is currently working on the STG Step Down program at Pelican Bay and has offered his own experience insights with the Center of Constitutional Rights lawyers and interns to establish a core program at the SHU units. He has personally corresponded and written with SHU prisoners to assess the living conditions and how it impacts their long term placement inside these type of units that are similar to those in Arizona Florence Eyman special management unit where Carl was a unit deputy warden for almost two years before his promotion to Deputy Warden of Operations in Safford and Eyman.
He is a strong advocate for the mentally ill and is a board member of David's Hope Inc. a non-profit advocacy group in Phoenix and also serves as a senior advisor for Law Enforcement Officers Advocates Council in Chino, California As a subject matter expert and corrections consultant, Carl has provided interviews and spoken on national and international radio talk shows e.g. BBC CBC Lou Show & TV shows as well as the Associated Press.
I use sarcasm, satire, parodies and other means to make you think!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Carl also wrote a book on his combat experience in the Kindle book titled - Combat Medic - Men with destiny - A red cross of Valor -
Carl is considered by many a rogue expert in the field of prison security systems since leaving the profession. Carl has been involved in the design of many pilot programs related to mental health treatment, security threat groups, suicide prevention, and maximum custody operational plans including double bunking max inmates and enhancing security for staff. He invites you to read his books so you can understand and grasp the cultural and political implications and influences of these prisons. He deals with the emotions, the stress and anxiety as well as the realities faced working inside a prison. He deals with the occupational risks while elaborating on the psychological impact of both prison worker and prisoner.
His most recent book, Gorilla Justice, is an un-edited raw fictional version of realistic prison experiences and events through the eyes of an anecdotal translation of the inmate’s plight and suffering while enduring the harsh and toxic prison environment including solitary confinement.
Carl has been interviewed by numerous news stations and newspapers in Phoenix regarding the escape from the Kingman prison and other high profile media cases related to wrongful deaths and suicides inside prisons. His insights have been solicited by the ACLU, Amnesty International, and various other legal firms representing solitary confinement cases in California and Arizona. He is currently working on the STG Step Down program at Pelican Bay and has offered his own experience insights with the Center of Constitutional Rights lawyers and interns to establish a core program at the SHU units. He has personally corresponded and written with SHU prisoners to assess the living conditions and how it impacts their long term placement inside these type of units that are similar to those in Arizona Florence Eyman special management unit where Carl was a unit deputy warden for almost two years before his promotion to Deputy Warden of Operations in Safford and Eyman.
He is a strong advocate for the mentally ill and is a board member of David's Hope Inc. a non-profit advocacy group in Phoenix and also serves as a senior advisor for Law Enforcement Officers Advocates Council in Chino, California As a subject matter expert and corrections consultant, Carl has provided interviews and spoken on national and international radio talk shows e.g. BBC CBC Lou Show & TV shows as well as the Associated Press.
I use sarcasm, satire, parodies and other means to make you think!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, April 15, 2016
Sunday, April 10, 2016
Friday, April 8, 2016
A breakdown of the books
This is book 3 of a slow
building romantic relationship and personal growth experience for a young
Hispanic woman trapped in her own identity crisis. This third book brings you into
an underworld or dark world the author created based on the reality where
ordinary people, who sought significant change in their world change their
outlook of life by joining a group of Satanists cult. Each character is real
and exists in our own world, right next door.
The stories told are a mixture
of drama, romance, erotica, fear, death and cheating. The world they live in,
captivates their mind and soul as their bodies twist with lust and love as they
abandon their former religion for the pleasures of Satan. There is some
blasphemy and contradictions in this book to illustrate the variances between
Satanism and other practices in our lives.
The author helps the reader
empathize with their personal lives by going from the light into the darkness
especially Luciana, a young vibrant ex-Catholic woman who abandons the church
for Satanism and finds new freedoms of liberated thinking and ways to cope with
life. Over time, Luciana realizes the promise she made to Satan, would take
away some of her freedoms becoming a slave to Satan through those covenants
made but her life actually gets better and her dream of being an artist
flourishes.
Faced with major moral issues
she has to decide to be faithful to Satan and ignore her early childhood
created morals and face the truth or lose her Satanic worshipping boyfriend,
who has committed a lifetime of love to her but now faces a betrayal of major
proportions under Satan’s Laws.
Each series is a promotion of
life’s challenges where you swallow your pride and join a cult to find peace
and harmony with others including yourself. Luciana is a dynamic, beautiful and
intelligent artist who leaves the past behind in LA, struggles with her gang
banger ex-husband’s memory, moves back to Mexico and falls in love with a
fellow cult member in a house possessed by the devil. With time, she gets
stronger and wiser. There are many supportive characters who all worship
Lucifer and practice their rituals in the downstairs chamber where bizarre and
sometimes cruel rituals take place.
One thing the author tried to
express was the dissimilarity between Satanism and non-Satanic life. The
differences are significantly life-impacting via decision making and makes you
think. This book is slow building a relationship that makes readers aware and
are sure to realize how Satanism commits your life to different standards and
morals but somehow, in many ways, can make your life better. Each book elevates
this character, deepens the commitment and flourishes the romance. Books 1 and
2 are preludes to the events of book 3 and focuses on relationship building,
trust, love and commitments made to each other, the group and the Source –
Satan. This book is definitely not for those who are Bible driven people as
they might find the information in this book offensive.
Thursday, April 7, 2016
Monday, April 4, 2016
Luciana, the Santanic Hispanic Woman - Kindle book
Excerpt from the book page 62
Luciana was thinking about what Freda had said this
morning about just getting fucked by someone. Surely there wasn’t anybody else
home and whoever it was, had already left the house. She assumed it was Jeff,
but her instincts and intuition sensed someone else.
Women have a knack for getting those kind of feelings.
Even though they may be completely wrong, it was fun trying to figure out the
mystery or suspense of who is having an affair with who.
Thinking it might have been another woman, she was
wondering what that would be like. She knew from her own upbringing and morals,
she would never let another woman touch her intimately or even come close
enough to kiss her but then, she just hadn’t quiet ever crossed that bridge
before and honestly, she wasn’t sure what she would do or say in such
circumstances.
In order for her to even think about this clearly, she
had to understand the emotions that get twisted here when two women are
attracted to each other.
Maybe, or partially, it was possible it could happen.
maybe, or even probably, being with a woman can’t be as bad as it sounds as it
has been a growing trend in society as lesbian and homosexuals gained the right
to be married and live together as domestic partners in most states.
However, in Mexico, she wasn’t sure how society viewed
such contact or relationships. she knew this would require things to be done -
dirty things that required undressing, touching, kissing…and more or so she
thought. She let out a laugh and decided to watch TV for a while.
In the meantime, Freda had gone up to take a shower and
freshen up. She came down smelling all fresh and brought a cold beer into the
living room where Luciana was watching TV. “what are you watching? Anything
good on right now? I hate daytime television as there is usually nothing but
novellas on and they all do the same thing – they fuck, they cheat, they kiss,
they fuck and they kiss different people.”
Thinking Freda was a funny girl, she laughed loudly and
agreed. They both popped a cold beer and watched some game show trying to guess
the answers.
Time passed and Luciana had to ask – her curiosity peeked
about one hour after Freda came down from the shower. “Tell me girl, who fucked
you this morning when your hair was all tangled up and you smelled like you
just broke out in a sweat?”
Freda, silently pondering her next answer, said, “I
fucked Jeff, he was still here and Roxy was already gone and when I heard him
in the other room, I went over there and seduced his handsome ass and fucked
him hard. He didn’t mind, I think. He was still undressed and walking around in
a towel after he took a shower. He was surprised to see me but he didn’t push
me away. He seemed surprise I wanted to fuck him so soon after just meeting him
last night.”
Luciana, sitting at the edge of the sofa asked for more
details. “Well, when I entered the door wide open, he just stood there,
smiling. He took one step towards me, and then another, and then, I was in his
arms as he undressed me. I felt his strong hands remove my clothes and I didn’t
mind it one bit that he was a little rough doing it.”
“As he held me there, undressed and naked in his arms, he
picked me up and carried me to the bed where he and Roxy just got done fucking
each other. He took me hard and spread my legs out so wide, I moaned with a
little bit of pain as I had sore legs from hitchhiking the past few months. You
know what I mean?”
Silently sitting there, Luciana was completely turned on
by Freda’s story of how Jeff fucked her.
As if they were had been friends for a long time, these
two girls were sitting there and gossiping about the morning’s love affair that
Freda tried to hide but just had to tell the story to get it off her mind.
confessing to Freda she was completely turned on by the romance, she was wet
again, just from the sight of Freda telling her passionate morning fuck to her.
Something (possibly her pussy) pulled her forward, and
she was sitting closer to Freda, only seconds later. Her hands were sweaty, her
palms moist as her emotions were leaping from the top of her body to the very
end of her body, from flesh to flesh.
The next thing Freda said was, “do you want to go
upstairs? We can have our talk up there in my room and we can keep it
secret.” She gestured towards the
stairway on the other side of the room, and as Luciana looked, she saw Freda
walking sensually up the wide staircase, with lacquered black banisters and
ruby-colored carpeted steps.
Luciana, worried to piss off Roxy, said, “Is this her
house?” she asked Freda but she was already gone, disappearing into the
darkness of her room.
She threaded her way through the stairway, and found her
sitting on her bed, naked and wrapped only with a white towel barely covering
her breasts. Her torso was almost completely exposed as her arms brushed against
Luciana’s intimate body parts— she just shook her head.
She wasn’t ready to make love to a woman but the
temptation sure was hard to resist. Freda was very attractive and she was on a
mission— it was clear she wanted to fuck Luciana as she was here for her, and
her alone, and, she realized now, absolutely no one else would do.
Unwilling to go all the way, Freda read the signs well
and settled on kissing Luciana’ feet, fondling her breasts and stroking her
hair and while rubbing her fingers incredibly sensuous against her bare skin,
with her pussy lightly and causing Luciana to moan with pleasure.
She had to stop this before it went too far – however,
the pleasure was too much for her to handle as she fell into Freda’s arms and
just laid there on the bed as Freda’s mouth, lips, fingers and hands found
every inch of her body and caused her to reach an orgasm that was unreal and
very long overdue as a woman’s need and desire to be loved is not limited to
any man or person who could arouse her moods into a state of ecstasy.
Panting and exhausted from Freda’s love-making efforts to
stimulate her into a state of frenzy and ecstasy, Luciana had to collect
herself and cool off a little from this erotic massage Freda just gave her that
woke up every nerve and muscle inside her body. Nodding she needed a time to
breathe, Freda let up her passionate movements that made every inch of Luciana
tingle and let her up off the bed.
Staring at each other, eye to eye, there was a little
shame coming from Luciana who had never let a woman touch her like that before.
The rest of the morning was uneventful. The two girls sat and enjoyed each
other’s company on the sofa and watched TV without making any sexual talk
during the shows.
Tuesday, March 29, 2016
Every Stranger is a Lover - Meeting a Stranger in a Coffee shop can lead to Romance
Every person is a lover and every lover knows a stranger but
when you live in a small town where secrets are hard to keep, meeting a
stranger could get you involved in a deep, lustful and fascinating drama that
could drive you crazy.
Coffee with a Stranger is a unique journey of the mind and
heart. This story is driven by the fact that nothing is off-limits and nothing
is held back. There is no moral of the story plots – there are no morals.
What we learn from having a meeting for coffee can bring
failure or success. Learning is the best part of storytelling. Sharing this
story and sharing the erotic, sexual feelings and healings will bring wisdom to
your relationships.
What happens when people let their guard down and open their
hearts? What do we learn about ourselves when we ask and answer the “big
questions”? How are we impacted by the stories of strangers? And how might our
lives be different by adopting an open heart and mindset?
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