Wasted Honor -

Carl R. ToersBijns is the author of the Wasted Honor Trilogy [Wasted Honor I,II and Gorilla Justice] and his newest book From the Womb to the Tomb, the Tony Lester Story, which is a reflection of his life and his experiences as a correctional officer and a correctional administrator retiring with the rank of deputy warden in the New Mexico and Arizona correctional systems.

Carl also wrote a book on his combat experience in the Kindle book titled - Combat Medic - Men with destiny - A red cross of Valor -

Carl is considered by many a rogue expert in the field of prison security systems since leaving the profession. Carl has been involved in the design of many pilot programs related to mental health treatment, security threat groups, suicide prevention, and maximum custody operational plans including double bunking max inmates and enhancing security for staff. He invites you to read his books so you can understand and grasp the cultural and political implications and influences of these prisons. He deals with the emotions, the stress and anxiety as well as the realities faced working inside a prison. He deals with the occupational risks while elaborating on the psychological impact of both prison worker and prisoner.

His most recent book, Gorilla Justice, is an un-edited raw fictional version of realistic prison experiences and events through the eyes of an anecdotal translation of the inmate’s plight and suffering while enduring the harsh and toxic prison environment including solitary confinement.

Carl has been interviewed by numerous news stations and newspapers in Phoenix regarding the escape from the Kingman prison and other high profile media cases related to wrongful deaths and suicides inside prisons. His insights have been solicited by the ACLU, Amnesty International, and various other legal firms representing solitary confinement cases in California and Arizona. He is currently working on the STG Step Down program at Pelican Bay and has offered his own experience insights with the Center of Constitutional Rights lawyers and interns to establish a core program at the SHU units. He has personally corresponded and written with SHU prisoners to assess the living conditions and how it impacts their long term placement inside these type of units that are similar to those in Arizona Florence Eyman special management unit where Carl was a unit deputy warden for almost two years before his promotion to Deputy Warden of Operations in Safford and Eyman.

He is a strong advocate for the mentally ill and is a board member of David's Hope Inc. a non-profit advocacy group in Phoenix and also serves as a senior advisor for Law Enforcement Officers Advocates Council in Chino, California As a subject matter expert and corrections consultant, Carl has provided interviews and spoken on national and international radio talk shows e.g. BBC CBC Lou Show & TV shows as well as the Associated Press.

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Saturday, January 14, 2012

Glory in Hell - - The Challenge




Living in one of the richest lands on this Earth, we take for granted our wealth and wellness and are often tempted to separate ourselves from the poor and despaired. It appears the rich are uplifted above those seeking hope and aspiring better things in life. Looking down upon their bad eminence of life, they flaunt their success and untaught greed to those working the labors of the land and making ends meet with sweat and toil and sometimes even blood. The poor, proud but unable to reach the stars in the sky appear to be lost in the darkness. Evading the crime and the pain of the treacherous Earth, they use their proud imaginations to reach beyond their economical and social boundaries to grasp upon the straws of hope and triumph to attain a better social life for themselves as well as their family.

Satan, sitting high on the throne of evildoers with immortal vigor in wealth and exaltation of life in the darkness, invites those who want to be successful to join his legion of dark angels and fight for his cause to overcome the words and principles of God. He is strong and eager to destroy the emotions of hope and quickly attempts to inflict despair or horror to those who resist or refuse his ways. Daily, in his struggle to conquer Heaven, he trusts his demons to do their jobs and thrust themselves out there in society to spread the word of evil and corruption so that each and every person they contact will know the magnificent words of the Devil and seek an alliance with these evildoers to attain the promises they so desperately sought in the name of wealth and power abandoning their own morality.

Fighting this feeling constantly, people on Earth must make a choice between good and evil. They must decline the feelings of envy and covet no one’s possessions or persons and work hard to follow the parables written to protect those faithful to the Lord and willing to include dignity and respect within their parameters of success and higher places. They must condemn the evil promises to be part of the greatest share on Earth and acknowledge that strife and hard work will be needed to attain their success in life. They must know to follow what is good and not evil and expose the Devil’s work and stand against Satan’s aim to conquer both body and souls for his quest of dominance and power while working hard to regain control of the Heavens.


Already claiming Hell as his dominance he will continue to fight the good with an ambitious mind and allow men to covet more and more to satisfy his hunger for greed and power. He will make wars and break up unions of relationships that are harmonious and created on the makings of Earthly possessions and glorious emotions created by love, happiness and faith. Surely, he will not stop until his claim to Heaven is attained and firmly in his grasp with the help of those who are willing to fight and die for his cause. He knows the resistance is futile if he can get a foot inside the door that opens up the path of evilness and corrupt thinking and abandons the parables written for men to follow the words of God and his prophets and angels.

Satan will debate and assure us his way is the best way. His influence will promise success and wealth in both materialistic matters and financial gains. Equal in strength in many ways, he can stand up to the best of the angels as his demons fight the fight to give him Heaven and not care whatever the cost is for such a victory. These wars between angels and demons will surely take a toll. Millions will stand to lose if the good loses the war and the demons take over their spirits. One cannot sit there idle and watch this battle for a spectator’s view for the outcome will surely impact them personally each and every time an angel falls.

Fighting for the Lord should not make one a fugitive of the war or the moral matters at stake here. One must resist the demons and fight them off with every ounce of strength they have to prevent going to the flaming Hell and lose their entrance into Heaven’s gate. Choosing love and compassion over hate and torture, the spirits of this darkness must avoid choosing the evil and fight Hell’s flames and fury with all the vigor and force they may possess. Turning their backs on evil and seeking the good will create a noise that will be heard around the Earth as others will decide and choose which direction to follow their hearts and soul to survive this madness on Earth and this endless war between good and evil.

Whether they live in a darkened den of shame or the glorious halls of light, the struggle will bear many losses and many winners. The internal thunder and lightening will meet this challenge with the good prevailing over the evil and turning our hearts to the Lord and his son, Jesus Christ. Following the word of God, one will sit comfortable among His angels and be free of torment and pain and sorrow forever. The price to pay for suffering a mortal’s life is the ultimate glory of avoiding Hell’s Glory and living among the upright wings of angels in Heaven and facing no foe or evil forever.
The darkened and black smoke and fire is filled with horror and wickedness. Satan’s invention of torment and deception is at its best as he forces men to re-think the quality of life and the wellness of attaining their goals through the good or evil paths designed with strange fire and steep grades to conquer. Men’s fear to fall asleep and follow the devil is real. It is difficult to fight an enemy that can penetrate the mind and seek comfort inside the mind of good persons who will awaken with questions and fears on their minds giving the Devil the satisfaction that he can conquer their spirit if his attack upon them is proper and without adversity of the good and upright thinking related to the parables of the Bible and the words of decency. Inflicting mixed feelings of confusing flight from the light and seeking the comfort of the darkness, he draws men upon a compulsion to do something that will sink their moral to a new low and give them the stamina to continue their plight downward until they reach the pits of Hell down deep inside the Earth.

Therefore, when one awakens each morning and opens up their eyes towards the light, one must know of the evildoer’s determination of destruction and will to destroy what is good and avoid the Devil’s wrath by being a good disciple of the Lord and his followers. They must understand the workings of pain and not dwell on the matter so to sink a lower deeper woe that abandons their ability to climb back into the arms of justice and hope. It is imperative that men control their anger and seek better ways to avoid provoking violence or pain on others. It is said that once you submit your attempts to conquer the spirit of others you will abolish your temptations and expire your wants to covet others wealth and power. You will sustain in life with sufficient happiness and survive the very substance of eternal being with those who have been faithful and divine in their quest for eternal life and happiness. Thus one must behave with grace and be humane to other persons.

Men must be fair persons and provide dignity to others as they would want to be dignified themselves. Treating persons with perpetual love and kindness will result in high exploits and better reasons to exist. Resisting vice and accomplishing nobler deeds will return your heart to a state of persuasions that resists war and the killing of peers as well as opponents in the dark. Standing in front of love and leaving hate behind will open up a whole new world where men can coexist in peace and harmony forever.

Thursday, January 12, 2012

Solitary Confinement


Tuesday, January 10, 2012

State justice system getting the job done

A response to Arizona Republic opinion written and titled -Column:
Just another exaggeration of how successful our prison system is in Arizona . Working with the largest piece of the budget pie ($ 1 billion dollars) it would be expected to be doing its job yet it isn’t. It still hasn’t provided the state’s citizens with sound public safety, sound prison operations with failing internal security audits, high death rates inside of prisons and the mass incarceration of the homeless, the returning war veterans and the mentally ill. Arizona has no right to brag about doing its job in this state.

The fact remains that Arizona ’s prisons are run with Abu Ghraib DNA at the top levels and that their lack of transparency and truthful reporting hides everything ugly and shameful of our prison system.

They use an internal and public risk assessment system that is flawed but yet brag they are using it as designed. Nobody takes into account how many of these scores have been randomly and administratively overridden to meet bed space and the need to fill private prison beds we are paying for whether empty or full. Nobody has taken the time to compare the old risk assessment form with the new format. This instrument has been altered at least three times in the past years to meet new report criteria to show an increase in violent offenders and other factors concerning release and recidivism.

Take the time to read the web pages of the AZDOC at www.azcorrections.gov and compare the statistical data pre-January 2009 and current methods. You will see that the shift to more violent offenders has been manipulated through the definitions of crimes and reorganizing columns to include other crimes not included before by the previous director and now adjusted to meet new strategic planning and political agendas.

Don’t take my word, take the time and read the reports including those archived and see the difference. While you are at it look at the data reflecting the number of veterans incarcerated and the number of mentally ill. These offenders should be considered for alternative sentencing but are thrown into a category with other “criminals” when the facts reveal they may benefit from treatment rather than incarceration. The courts need to view the options of alternative sentencing, mental health courts, and drug courts and seek a better way to deal with spending our money instead of just pouring it into a sink hole or money pit a.k.a Arizona Department of Corrections.

Sunday, January 8, 2012

Glory in Hell



Man’s disobedience of the scriptures and parables written in the Holy Bible has resulted in many mortals speculating the end of the world and the existence of Heaven and Hell. The century old arguments that Hell was created after the Garden of Eden was lost and tainted leading men to conjecture that once Eve took that first bite in the apple, the fruit of life, Hell was created by the Serpent or Satan and all his followers. A person can only assume that such a place as Hell is a withdrawing of all that is pure and godly. One can also assume that between Heaven and Earth, the good go to Heaven and the evil go to Hell. Thus the battle lines are drawn and the battle between pure and vile are predictably utterly ugly and violent capturing bodies and spirits between those who follow God and those who have revolted from believing in God.

Sadly we are all aware of God’s tolerance for allowing Satan to test mankind including his own son, Jesus Christ. Through the growth of both men and time, the whole subject of Hell and the presence of Satan has drawn mankind into taking sides in believing or not believing the gospel as it is taught and what the truth really is between Heaven and Hell.

Hell has been called a place of chaos many times as its darkness is both cursed and filthy that astonishes all who arrive there and seek comfort among Satan’s fallen angels and soldiers. Certainly not a good place to be except for those who embraced Satan, it can be called a place where fallen angels talk and plot about Satan’s plan to take over Heaven and regaining his status among the elite before cast away and excommunicated from the Heavens of Earth . Using this ideology of good versus evil and that Hell is the place where such ideas and contemptuous behavior originates, we must have faith in the Creation those who follow Him and chose not to follow the Devil. Thus even today, Satan comforts his legion of followers of dreams and promises of regaining Heaven and ultimately be the supreme power among mankind contradicting the creation of paradise and all its promises.

The strategy for regaining Heaven is complicated and consists of elements of deception and willful lies that can fool even the best along with speeches or words that are designed to allow others to believe that in order to win, chaos must be created to distort the truth and allow the infernal minded within the circle of power to sit there in judgment of others and take the necessary action required to make the evil plan work. Promises of hope and change leads the chorus with assurances that offer many relief of responsibilities and dutiful performance as the regulations and traditions are cast into the water and new rules of order are created to make the plan work.

The first element of the plan is the temptation to break the golden rule that will break off deliberate death of goodness and deliver evil to mankind from all different regions of the Earth. Thus the first disobedience of the forbidden tree is exemplified with the loss of other moral values and decency among men. This same ideology is applied to every fiber of our society as we lose Eden and then the world to Satan if he gets his way.

Creating confusion and chaos within the Garden of Eve demonstrated the power of the Serpent or Satan and goes on further in history to destroy much that is good and tainted forever to become evil. This first attack of righteousness and decency was the beginning of choosing between Satan and the chosen Seed. This chaos and confusion is followed by more temptation and invoke promises of aid to those who are poor and seeking shelter. Spreading out his mighty wings he promises his heart is true and pure as he bows before the very persons whom he wishes to convert into faithful disciples and spread his evil words.

Pulling out all the stops of a darkened but fiery Hell he seduces them into more temptation and allows them to revolt without restraint as he stirs up the people with envy and revenge that are symbolic of the Serpent and contrary to the wishes of the Creator. Some good men will fight back in vain attempts to bring back the truth but as the masses begin to dwell down there in the bottomless spaces of perdition the combustion and creation of hate and ambition overrides many mortals thus leaving the good in the dust and burned by the wicked fire. Engulfed in flames this dismal situation escalates into world chaos as more and more join the fray to rebel and seek other orders of living prophesized and promised by holy men disguised as men of integrity and honesty but in reality, representatives of Satan and his ambition to regain Heaven.

Thus the world turns to torture and Hell-like violence as the wrath of hate is spread among those once godly and believers in the gospel and Holy Bible. As a great furnace, Satan will burn bridges of morality and subject mankind to lasting pain and sorrow. He will make all situations dismal and hopeless as many witness the fall of the mortals and the rise of the evildoers within this place called Earth and Hell. Peace will turn into war with pretense of goodness and the protection of civilization. Regions will sorrow and light will become darkness. Dungeons will be filled with shades of abuse and torture as a huge deluge of detestation will fall upon those faithful to God and those parables spoken in the goodness of the Creator.

The rebellious will be successful and victory will be theirs as they set foot upon every continent destroying its very moral fiber. In utter darkness they will remove hope and replace it with sorrow as the winds destroy habitation and the Earth will swell with fire. Fearful of many, there is a sea of silence that absolves itself from the causes of crime and destruction. Grass will turn into dust and hazards will exist within the very homes of many as chapels and temples will fall to assassinations and detonations by those who follow the Serpent and its entire wrath. These fallen angels will encourage and trumpet through united thoughts and evil counsel the very words that dispel hope and charity for mankind.

Anguish and doubt and fear and sorrow and pain will dominate mankind until this war is over. One must choose between the good and evil and suffer the consequences for choices made with or without the wisdom provided by God and his enemy Satan.