SOLITARY CONFINEMENT -SHORT STORIES - NEWS AND OPINIONS - JUST PLAIN OLD STRAIGHT TALK ~~
Wasted Honor -
Carl R. ToersBijns is the author of the Wasted Honor Trilogy [Wasted Honor I,II and Gorilla Justice] and his newest book From the Womb to the Tomb, the Tony Lester Story, which is a reflection of his life and his experiences as a correctional officer and a correctional administrator retiring with the rank of deputy warden in the New Mexico and Arizona correctional systems.
Carl also wrote a book on his combat experience in the Kindle book titled - Combat Medic - Men with destiny - A red cross of Valor -
Carl is considered by many a rogue expert in the field of prison security systems since leaving the profession. Carl has been involved in the design of many pilot programs related to mental health treatment, security threat groups, suicide prevention, and maximum custody operational plans including double bunking max inmates and enhancing security for staff. He invites you to read his books so you can understand and grasp the cultural and political implications and influences of these prisons. He deals with the emotions, the stress and anxiety as well as the realities faced working inside a prison. He deals with the occupational risks while elaborating on the psychological impact of both prison worker and prisoner.
His most recent book, Gorilla Justice, is an un-edited raw fictional version of realistic prison experiences and events through the eyes of an anecdotal translation of the inmate’s plight and suffering while enduring the harsh and toxic prison environment including solitary confinement.
Carl has been interviewed by numerous news stations and newspapers in Phoenix regarding the escape from the Kingman prison and other high profile media cases related to wrongful deaths and suicides inside prisons. His insights have been solicited by the ACLU, Amnesty International, and various other legal firms representing solitary confinement cases in California and Arizona. He is currently working on the STG Step Down program at Pelican Bay and has offered his own experience insights with the Center of Constitutional Rights lawyers and interns to establish a core program at the SHU units. He has personally corresponded and written with SHU prisoners to assess the living conditions and how it impacts their long term placement inside these type of units that are similar to those in Arizona Florence Eyman special management unit where Carl was a unit deputy warden for almost two years before his promotion to Deputy Warden of Operations in Safford and Eyman.
He is a strong advocate for the mentally ill and is a board member of David's Hope Inc. a non-profit advocacy group in Phoenix and also serves as a senior advisor for Law Enforcement Officers Advocates Council in Chino, California As a subject matter expert and corrections consultant, Carl has provided interviews and spoken on national and international radio talk shows e.g. BBC CBC Lou Show & TV shows as well as the Associated Press.
I use sarcasm, satire, parodies and other means to make you think!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Carl also wrote a book on his combat experience in the Kindle book titled - Combat Medic - Men with destiny - A red cross of Valor -
Carl is considered by many a rogue expert in the field of prison security systems since leaving the profession. Carl has been involved in the design of many pilot programs related to mental health treatment, security threat groups, suicide prevention, and maximum custody operational plans including double bunking max inmates and enhancing security for staff. He invites you to read his books so you can understand and grasp the cultural and political implications and influences of these prisons. He deals with the emotions, the stress and anxiety as well as the realities faced working inside a prison. He deals with the occupational risks while elaborating on the psychological impact of both prison worker and prisoner.
His most recent book, Gorilla Justice, is an un-edited raw fictional version of realistic prison experiences and events through the eyes of an anecdotal translation of the inmate’s plight and suffering while enduring the harsh and toxic prison environment including solitary confinement.
Carl has been interviewed by numerous news stations and newspapers in Phoenix regarding the escape from the Kingman prison and other high profile media cases related to wrongful deaths and suicides inside prisons. His insights have been solicited by the ACLU, Amnesty International, and various other legal firms representing solitary confinement cases in California and Arizona. He is currently working on the STG Step Down program at Pelican Bay and has offered his own experience insights with the Center of Constitutional Rights lawyers and interns to establish a core program at the SHU units. He has personally corresponded and written with SHU prisoners to assess the living conditions and how it impacts their long term placement inside these type of units that are similar to those in Arizona Florence Eyman special management unit where Carl was a unit deputy warden for almost two years before his promotion to Deputy Warden of Operations in Safford and Eyman.
He is a strong advocate for the mentally ill and is a board member of David's Hope Inc. a non-profit advocacy group in Phoenix and also serves as a senior advisor for Law Enforcement Officers Advocates Council in Chino, California As a subject matter expert and corrections consultant, Carl has provided interviews and spoken on national and international radio talk shows e.g. BBC CBC Lou Show & TV shows as well as the Associated Press.
I use sarcasm, satire, parodies and other means to make you think!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, April 5, 2014
Someday
My conscience has always been my guide. Although that doesn’t
mean I did the right things for the right reasons, it is what it is. I did what
I did and mixed with emotion and regrets, I stand by my way of life. I could
quote the lyrics of many songs that use the title “Someday” as it is as common
as any other song but the reality and the force it impacts you or me or those
around me is really different and complex to explain. We all have memories and Somedays
can shape them and make it a dream come true. The problem was my mind was not
always as clear as it should have been. Clouded with anger and frustration, it
never came to a point where I was at peace with myself and world around me at
the same time.
My early Someday evolve from the day I was born. It was
about my childhood and dreams coming true as I wander through life looking for
something that has my passion. Senseless dreams as a child were many. Day dreaming
was a way of making it through class or that part time job after school. Not concerned
about the practicality or the costs involved your dreams are just that, dreams.
An unreal journey to say the least it was a way of coping at the time. It was
here that I learned about procrastination and indecisiveness.
Then your Someday becomes a little bit of a force to drive
your instincts to become a father or provider. Never meeting my calling as a
responsible person in the beginning of my adolescent and young adult days it
became a nightmare for me as I kept screwing good things up and focused on
staying on the bad side of life. In this journey I lost precious things and
more than that, I lost treasurable moments. I was losing my grip on my Someday
and drifted into space and other darkness. Experiencing a mind altering event, I
knew it would take decades to put be back on track. It was here where I learned
about the darkness and the evilness in the world as I allowed it to enter mine.
Middle age brings me another opportunity to straighten the
tracks of my tears and come out a little bit more focused on the priorities of
life and those within it. Your Someday now becomes a global feeling and
ambition that drives you to a specific goal and warmth inside. You are working
hard to keep that feeling alive and although you may stumble more than once,
how you get up measures the distance you will travel and survive. The sun
begins to be noticed and the clouds appear to be lined with a little more
silver than before as the storms subside and the light becomes brighter.it was
here where I learned to be patient and allow the sunshine to enter when dark
clouds were rumbling in the background and teasing my mind that there is more
rain than sunshine in one’s life.
Today my Someday is almost here and I can see that although
not a perfect life, I have redeemed myself slightly but not completely. There
are still vital pieces of the puzzle missing and that will be up to God and my guardian
angels to see if they will ever be found or connected to what I need to
complete the journey. I can honestly say I did it the best I could and found my
heart, my soul and my conscience along the way to keep it as straight as
possible but it’s far from perfect.
Perhaps, another chance in another world or heaven will make
my Someday come true and complete as I always dreamt it would be for I know I did
my best and that is all I can do when you are mortal and subject or prone to
making mistakes or errors in judgment that can be detrimental to life or love,
regardless how you do it, you will fail one and satisfy the other. It’s just
the way life is.
Correctional Officers - Quiet Time
Quiet time is an escape from the stress and hustle of my
lifestyle. It is a time of calmness and understanding as I look back where I
have been and what I have done. Quiet time is not always about me or myself or
I. It is also about the special people in my life that created the dynamics and
flow pattern that got me where I am today. I need to remember where I was and
where I am. I need to know how I got there and why I went here to begin with
and although impulsive reflective thinking does not bring any specific motive
or reason to the surface, it does bring peace.
Transporting my memes from past to future is never
forgotten. Some are clear as day it happened while others are murky or cloudy
needing a push from a picture or a voice to bring it back. It occurs to me that
I do this often and at any instant, one after another, photographs and memories
pop into my head. Sometimes I get dizzy and lightheaded for the memory might
not be as pleasant as I wanted it to be but just before my tears begin to drop
down my cheeks, I remember the good things as well. Dwelling on the bad can
only make you sad.
Memes last an eternity. How you manage them is very
important for your future and your relationship with life itself. It is often
said that one insignificant speck of dust or particle of the past plays a significant
part of your life. The universe is so vast, one must believe that everything
has a purpose under the stars of heaven. Leaps of thoughts create a light show
inside my head. I can see the stars, the moons and the planets as they lead me
into a spell of mesmerizing moments and contemplate me doing this for an
eternity till my dying day here on Earth.
Never forgotten those days of past long gone and never
forgetting that the future holds tomorrow. One day may seem like a thousand
years but the fact is you can’t escape one moment or one nanosecond of your
life without realizing your presence and your purpose that should never be
forgotten. Quiet time comes during the day or even the night. It has no reason
for appearing other than making you aware of your reality and what your life is
or was all about. Quiet time is a significant time. It is a powerful moment to
gather your thoughts and reveal who you are and what you stand for.
Tick tock tick tock, the clock hums out loud in the
background but quiet time has no clock. It is what makes you transcend into a
momentary stage that belongs only to you. It is where history becomes a reality
and transfers you into many different places at a time. A psychological time
machine that only you can relate to and understand. Quiet time empowers your
health and wellness. It gives you the answers from above and unequivocally puts
you in a powerful position that only you can recognize.
Thursday, April 3, 2014
Corrections – A Zookeeper’s Dream
There appear to be many analogous paths between a zookeeper
and a correctional officer. Many may be insulted for the comparison but how
often have your referred to the workplace as a “zoo” rather than a prison? Looking at the job description of either the
correctional officers (COS) or the Zookeeper we need to break it down to see
what the job entails. Holding all things even, we must take the time to examine
closely what each position does in relationship to where they work.
First off, both jobs requires working better than 40 hours a
week as well as working overtime, weekends and holidays. Similarly both work
with predatory and non-predatory species and have to divide the lethal from the
non-lethal species to maintain a delicate balance of nature and keep each other
safe. Regardless, in the end they work will all types of animals as COS work
with all types of criminal offenders. Zookeepers
look after animals in zoos and safari parks as do correctional officers look
after prisoners in different custody level facilities and locations.
To become a zookeeper, you will need to have confidence and
patience when working with animals. You’ll need good observation skills. You’ll
also need good 'people' skills. The same applies for COS working with offenders
convicted of non-violent crimes as well as the very violent crimes such as
homicides, kidnapping, rape, and aggravated assault with a weapon and many
other felonies of the worst degree. Recognizing bizarre or unusual behaviors
requires good observation and vigilance of the areas assigned.
You may not need any particular qualifications to start work
in a zoo however, some employers may expect you to have at least a GED or high
school diploma or similar qualifications. You will need a driving license for
work in wildlife and safari parks as you do in corrections to drive an official
vehicle for perimeter patrol or transport inmates. The work assigned has many similarities.
Your tasks as a zookeeper would include:
·
preparing food and feeding animals or ensure
they are fed or provided meals by delivery or escort to dining halls
·
providing fresh bedding and water or ensure
adequate personal hygiene supplies and showers and recreation for those housed
in restricted areas
·
cleaning out pens and cages or ensure they are
cleaned according to housing rules for sanitation levels and compliance with
housekeeping rules related to personal property etc.
·
checking for signs of distress, disease or
injury in animals or ensure same for prisoners and report any unusual observations
to supervisor and medical staff as warranted by custody levels
·
helping to care for sick animals under the
direction of a vet or ensure care is available to medical staff and provide the
opportunity to seek medical care or appointments as scheduled
·
checking enclosures, cages and barriers for
signs of wear or damage or inspect security devices
·
answering visitors’ questions and sometimes
giving talks or lectures or ensure compliance with rules and regulations as
well as state or federal statutes
·
monitoring accommodation conditions, such as
temperature and humidity or ensure temperature is regulated inside housing
areas
·
keeping daily activities and observation or
healthcare records, normally on a computer
·
You would usually work with one type of animal
or in a particular section of the zoo or supervise or manage different custody
levels at different prison units within a complex
As animals need to be looked after seven days a week, you
will usually work on a shift system including weekends and bank holidays.
Senior zookeepers may be on a call-out rotational schedule or list. You could
spend a lot of time outside in all weathers, depending on the type of animal just
like you would spend time out on work details located at various places or
highway crews, manufacturing plants or landscape crews. My point is that
prisons are much like zoos but in reality not at all like a zoo as there are
higher levels of expectations to be adhered to and the propensity to be injured
is higher due to the nature of the workplace. It is likely the public has no
idea what a correctional officer really does but when you compare it to a
zookeeper it begins to make some sense.
The difference of course is the management of people rather
than animals although both are capable or known to be predatory and violent in
nature at one time or another when in danger or when committing crimes that
requires high risks behaviors and threat to human lives and injuries.
Zookeepers would certainly face a more complex situation
when faced with persons rather than animals as there are compliance levels that
need to be enforced and specific demeanor not allowed at any time and requires
re-structuring behaviors through either negative or positive reinforcement methods
including the use of incentive programs and self-improvement programs that aid
in reforming behaviors and eventual release back into society.
Monday, March 31, 2014
Change leader, change thyself
“Everyone thinks of changing the world, but no one thinks of
changing himself.” Leo Tolstoy
Using this idiom would be a great starting point for this
article as it hits on the fact that a leader must change within themselves as
an individual change before it can engage in on organizational change. Changing
cultures or the way you do business takes self-understanding and then put the
values into an organizational context.
Most of the time, we rarely see organizations change
drastically but their people do. It is the right move to change performance
strategies and inner structures to accomplish their revised goals with new
policies and procedures.
Change takes time and in
order to make successful change there must be sufficient time allotted for the
process to work. One needs to assess when something fails, it must also address
the mindsets and skill sets of those that executed the change. It is suggested
that 50 percent of change fails because of senior staff failing to adjust their
own behaviors to meet the organizational needs.
Many resort to a passive status quo that hampers or
sabotages the attempts for change thus there must be change in people to make
the change happen. It has been suggested that this will create a success rate
four times more likely to succeed due to having the right people in the right
places.
A common mistake, made even by companies that recognize the
need for new learning, is to focus too much on developing skills. Training that
only emphasizes new behavior rarely translates into profoundly different
performance outside the sterile career developing seminars.
Individuals have their own inner lives, populated by their
beliefs, priorities, aspirations, values, and fears. These interior elements
vary from one person to the next, directing people to take different actions.
This profile is a combination of his or her habits of thought, emotions, hopes,
and behavior in various circumstances.
Profile awareness is therefore a recognition of these common
tendencies or traits and the impact they have on others. Therefore, a careful
selection of those that meet the criteria for change must be given a chance to
become change leaders from the start of the project and endure the entire
journey with consistency.
Organizational awareness involves the real-time perception
of a wide range of inner experiences and their impact on your behavior. These
include your current mind-set and beliefs, fears and hopes, desires and
defenses, and impulses to take action.
This type of awareness is harder to master than profile
awareness. While many senior executives recognize their tendency to exhibit
negative behavior under pressure, they often don’t realize they’re exhibiting
that behavior until well after they’ve started to do so. At that point, the
damage is already done.
Therefore the message is to simply balance the change
between people and the organizational awareness around them. Having the right
people in the right places enhances success and instrumental in changing
organizational cultures made up of mindsets, beliefs, fears and hopes as well
as desires and naturally spent energies to take the right kind of action as the
development of a new journey takes its course.
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