Wasted Honor -

Carl R. ToersBijns is the author of the Wasted Honor Trilogy [Wasted Honor I,II and Gorilla Justice] and his newest book From the Womb to the Tomb, the Tony Lester Story, which is a reflection of his life and his experiences as a correctional officer and a correctional administrator retiring with the rank of deputy warden in the New Mexico and Arizona correctional systems.

Carl also wrote a book on his combat experience in the Kindle book titled - Combat Medic - Men with destiny - A red cross of Valor -

Carl is considered by many a rogue expert in the field of prison security systems since leaving the profession. Carl has been involved in the design of many pilot programs related to mental health treatment, security threat groups, suicide prevention, and maximum custody operational plans including double bunking max inmates and enhancing security for staff. He invites you to read his books so you can understand and grasp the cultural and political implications and influences of these prisons. He deals with the emotions, the stress and anxiety as well as the realities faced working inside a prison. He deals with the occupational risks while elaborating on the psychological impact of both prison worker and prisoner.

His most recent book, Gorilla Justice, is an un-edited raw fictional version of realistic prison experiences and events through the eyes of an anecdotal translation of the inmate’s plight and suffering while enduring the harsh and toxic prison environment including solitary confinement.

Carl has been interviewed by numerous news stations and newspapers in Phoenix regarding the escape from the Kingman prison and other high profile media cases related to wrongful deaths and suicides inside prisons. His insights have been solicited by the ACLU, Amnesty International, and various other legal firms representing solitary confinement cases in California and Arizona. He is currently working on the STG Step Down program at Pelican Bay and has offered his own experience insights with the Center of Constitutional Rights lawyers and interns to establish a core program at the SHU units. He has personally corresponded and written with SHU prisoners to assess the living conditions and how it impacts their long term placement inside these type of units that are similar to those in Arizona Florence Eyman special management unit where Carl was a unit deputy warden for almost two years before his promotion to Deputy Warden of Operations in Safford and Eyman.

He is a strong advocate for the mentally ill and is a board member of David's Hope Inc. a non-profit advocacy group in Phoenix and also serves as a senior advisor for Law Enforcement Officers Advocates Council in Chino, California As a subject matter expert and corrections consultant, Carl has provided interviews and spoken on national and international radio talk shows e.g. BBC CBC Lou Show & TV shows as well as the Associated Press.

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Tuesday, April 26, 2011

“The Devil eats his own”

Sacrifice is no stranger to the devil as he breeds violence and contempt. Bad as things are when created by the devil, we often seek his wisdom without knowledge that such ideas are evil in spirit and intent. In our casket of words and anecdotes we find many sayings that are the makings of the devil and although we use them for fun and fantasy play, he is always on his toes to make use one of his worms.


Looking back at our lives, we must be honest that we may have done the devil’s work for him for more than one occasion. Working for the devil can have its advantages but ignoring these special interests, one can see that his path is a roadmap to evil and sorrow. The devil often cites the scriptures to gain whatever he wants out of a person or life. He says the words with sincerity and makes you believe that it’s the right thing to do. In other words, the devil cites the scriptures for his own purpose.

Working side by side with the devil is a feeling that resembles him hovering near us all the time as he laughs with his evil snicker and awaits his golden opportunity to make you do what he wants you to do. Just as the good angels watch over you to ensure you are doing the good you intended to do, this evil angel does just the opposite as it wants to spread fear and anger among others to bring him in control of the situations at hand.

Erroneously, we often give the devil too much credit for his wickedness and all his attributes and give him his well deserved sweet dish or dessert for being bad at the end of the day. As his worm we expect his loyalty and wisdom to protect us from failures and other adversities as they appear through the malevolence of the environment we work in. In some stories relating to this evil spirit he is represented as a great power lacking intelligence or common sense as he directs his wickedness among his worm with acts that harm the human beings surrounding them and other times, he comes across as the master that gets full credit for all his mercilessness towards those who oppose him.

When the devil imposes punishment or injury of any kind towards his worm he is sending out a message that can’t be ignored. Regardless of what anyone thinks, the devil will get a sweet dish every day every week and every month of the year for his provocation of misconduct or culpable misconduct or even his severely imposed culpable mismanagement of any kind. In the sense of evil, his worm look towards him to cure them of their ways and support his methods to keep on moving up the ladder of success as they please him whole heartedly.

Little do they realize that when the devil cures anything or as he mends these matters, he makes them ten times worse. The impacts of such acts are horrendous and draw heat on those who imposed such foolishness. The devil, in return will throw away any loyalty or allegiance and dispose of his disciple like he disposes of a dirty little worm.

Wrongfully, when the devil promotes another being he does so for his own good as he is also quick to dispose of them in a most evil way. As the worms believe sincerely the devil will take care of them, little do they suspect that he has already planned their replacements as they conduct his evil deeds for him on a daily basis! They should already know that the devil may appear in many different ways.

Sometimes the devil appears as someone civil and posses those qualities of excellence and great proficiency on how to run a division or agencies with the tools provided and make an excellent pudding at the end of the term. Sometimes he is swift, tough and inconsiderate as he forges a deep chasm of hate and dissention among the worms to split them up and conquer them individually without regard to the impact as his pen is dipped in evil ink.

Whether working soft or working hard the devil knows how to defeat optimism, morality, ethical conduct and common sense as he weaves among the worms and finds the most suitable host to lay is eggs in. creating a climate of trust, one must be foolish to trust his ways as he has demonstrated his ability to eradicate even the strongest from the soil he controls. Boasting his power and lashing out to those who resist him, his evil presence is felt everywhere as he spreads his fear among all those worms that work for him. His character is predictable but yet not as one might think. He can take shapes or forms of his choosing and come across as a legitimate messenger of God and the good spirits. He can write proverbs and parables that are wise and tender to those seeking he wisdom as well as scriptures that are harsh and threatening to those who do not heed his power.

The devil can say many good things under the disguise of the good angel or messenger. He can arrive and come with his pockets filled with goods you are longing for and fool you into his service. Promises of wealth, power and sovereign control over others, you are tempted by these seeds of bad apples that create a hole in your heart as you bite the evil fruit with a hardy bite that will sink you into hell. You make agreements with the devil as the evil spirit gives you what you want. Slowly, the line is taunt enough for him to pull the strings from far away and start the works of evil all over again in finding another worm to infest and place his eggs.

Selling their souls to get the money and power is a gleeful moment for the devil to see. He would give them as much gold as his pockets, filled with gold and greed, provides him endless means to reward the wicked with their services. Reaching into his pockets ten times more than would make an ordinary man feel rich, he buys his worms the luxurious of life and promises to fill their boots with power and honey.

As the worms become richer and the power more universal, their sense of logic and passion becomes a spirit of wickedness and doom. Remembering oh so well how he promised to fill the boots of those worms who would follow him to hell, he fails to tell them what they have to sell in order to keep him filling up those boots with power and honey. They forgot to ask him how much he will take as he becomes swelled with more power as the worms that surround him take the lashes that are targeted upon him. Fearing so much to take off these evil boots, these worms are doomed forever as they are disposed of one after one while the devil thrives in his circle of power where a worm can only live long enough to please its master and then swallowed as the sweet dish at the end of the day.

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