Wasted Honor -

Carl R. ToersBijns is the author of the Wasted Honor Trilogy [Wasted Honor I,II and Gorilla Justice] and his newest book From the Womb to the Tomb, the Tony Lester Story, which is a reflection of his life and his experiences as a correctional officer and a correctional administrator retiring with the rank of deputy warden in the New Mexico and Arizona correctional systems.

Carl also wrote a book on his combat experience in the Kindle book titled - Combat Medic - Men with destiny - A red cross of Valor -

Carl is considered by many a rogue expert in the field of prison security systems since leaving the profession. Carl has been involved in the design of many pilot programs related to mental health treatment, security threat groups, suicide prevention, and maximum custody operational plans including double bunking max inmates and enhancing security for staff. He invites you to read his books so you can understand and grasp the cultural and political implications and influences of these prisons. He deals with the emotions, the stress and anxiety as well as the realities faced working inside a prison. He deals with the occupational risks while elaborating on the psychological impact of both prison worker and prisoner.

His most recent book, Gorilla Justice, is an un-edited raw fictional version of realistic prison experiences and events through the eyes of an anecdotal translation of the inmate’s plight and suffering while enduring the harsh and toxic prison environment including solitary confinement.

Carl has been interviewed by numerous news stations and newspapers in Phoenix regarding the escape from the Kingman prison and other high profile media cases related to wrongful deaths and suicides inside prisons. His insights have been solicited by the ACLU, Amnesty International, and various other legal firms representing solitary confinement cases in California and Arizona. He is currently working on the STG Step Down program at Pelican Bay and has offered his own experience insights with the Center of Constitutional Rights lawyers and interns to establish a core program at the SHU units. He has personally corresponded and written with SHU prisoners to assess the living conditions and how it impacts their long term placement inside these type of units that are similar to those in Arizona Florence Eyman special management unit where Carl was a unit deputy warden for almost two years before his promotion to Deputy Warden of Operations in Safford and Eyman.

He is a strong advocate for the mentally ill and is a board member of David's Hope Inc. a non-profit advocacy group in Phoenix and also serves as a senior advisor for Law Enforcement Officers Advocates Council in Chino, California As a subject matter expert and corrections consultant, Carl has provided interviews and spoken on national and international radio talk shows e.g. BBC CBC Lou Show & TV shows as well as the Associated Press.

I use sarcasm, satire, parodies and other means to make you think!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, May 27, 2015



I AM a member of the human race, I am a child of God’s Creation
I AM a man who loves his family, his brother and sisters more than his chocolate
I AM a man of love and dignity for the elders of our nation
I AM a person who sacrificed his own for the love of his country
I AM a dreamer who works hard to put a smile on a stranger’s face
I AM a man who misses his parents who have passed and gone to heaven’s gates

I AM a human being who knows that money is the root of all evil if it is done with greed
I AM a man who knows compassion and treats each person with dignity and grace
I AM a fellow who spent his entire savings and money in pocket for the love of life
I AM a person who has survived the struggles, the battles and challenges life bring
I AM a man who proudly wears a wedding ring

I AM a man who does not dabble in silver or gold
I AM someone who bears much pain for the world’s hunger and the feet so cold
I AM a man who will sacrifice for the loved ones in his life
I AM the man who is loyal and faithful to his wife
I AM a person who is eternally grateful for the blessing life has brought him
I AM a man who won’t compromise his faith and love and serve on Him

I AM a man who goes out and takes care of those who can’t
I AM the person who stays home and helps the children when the other adults rant
I AM the man who stopped working for pay and business needs
I AM someone who knows how pain and suffering can make human bleed
I AM a person who rarely gets lazy or careless along the way
I AM the man who stands beside you and here by your side, I will stay