When you agonize from sleepless days and sleepless nights you may be suffering from emotional state or experience known as a darkened sunshine. The fatigue within you creates an abyss between your head and your heart as well as your ears and your mind causing you to speak strange tongues coming swiftly out of your mouth. Short-circuited neutrons are searching for connections but the energy flows into a negative pit of fire.
I don’t expect you to understand this phenomena known as darkened sunshine as it is an affliction that many out there don’t know about or that it even exists. Once you experienced the addiction associated with the darkened sunshine it becomes contagious and should be kept quarantined to keep it from spreading from one soul to another without warning.
Affliction or addiction, you can’t fight darkened sunshine. It spreads like a vine from cover to cover and once in the open, nothing can stop it. There are no words that can describe this disorder but if you forgive my bluntness I will tell you that it only happens to those who succumb to the pressures of living and have thoughts of surrender on their minds.
Darkened sunshine is like belonging to a cult of zombies who roam spiritless without purpose or any meaning. If they are lucky they find some consolation in one another and keep each other as safe as they can be as they wander without emotion around them. Baptized by fear and scared to question their invaded state of mind and body, they seldom turn on themselves but are quick to turn on others.
Don’t turn your back to the darkened sunshine for it will grab your mind and soul with one single swipe of their one-sided blindness how and why they exist. What may be different is that what is darkened sunshine to you may in fact be a ray of light or fiery brightness to them as they feel it is there for a purpose and gives them a moment of glory they are seeking.
People with darkened sunshine are rude and loud mouthed and can be obnoxious and oblivious to any need for manners. They will tell you to shut the hell up even when you are friendly and talk to you with a condescending tone that won’t get anyone into heaven.
In fact, even Jesus wouldn’t know what to do with darkened sunshine as they are of extraordinary evil and thrive on the flesh and brains of others and resist any goodness that may be out there around them.
Thus they yell and scream with bellows of hell and promise you the blessings of the non-living. Instead of promising heaven they promise hell and for sure if you let them, they will deliver. Confessions of their soul serves only to pacify them when cold and preaching freedom only contradicts the facts they are bound by invisible spirits and ligatures of hell-made bondage created by hate and suspicion.
Darkened sunshine cannot survive if you test their lips and cause them to be burning. Speaking of the good versus talking of the evil will bring odd or unexplainable changes within them. Confessions of their soul helps them recover and when in the darkened stages they cannot fight but if given a ray of hope and light their bodies plots physical changes that allows them a glimpse of thoughts of escaping their bondage back into the light.
Darkened sunshine manufacturers and entrapment and slavery to the soul and heart and keeps them in the devil’s pocket. A gospel is forbidden as the words of evil produce the perfection of evil even when digested in a partial soul that is struggling to become free. It takes more than words to break these chains of the devil and allow the sunshine to be bright again. It takes love, kindness, understanding and compassion.
So as you lay there exploited by stress and pain and sorrow. Don’t let despair get into your heart. Don’t fall for the trademark of the darkened sunshine devil who someday will try to break your heart. Don’t let your moods overwhelm you and never think you are alone. Think of those who stood beside you when darkness fell and keep them close instead of a distance away. Confessions are good for the soul and will bring the light back where it belongs – in your heart.